Monday, February 5, 2007

When I was in Love

I am writing this description about a pretty girl who was my classmate but no one has noticed her before class trip of Ooty. Here is a little description about whole Ooty trip relating beauty and effect of my friend. Actually in first sight I couldn’t recognize that she is the same girl who used to sit in the class with us so I got a little confused and it took a little bit time to find her out.

kya batayun mai tumhe ki
kis tarah se tum hamari jindagi
me aa gayi ho ,
aur sheetal chandani see
chhanv bankar chha gayee ho.

bhool sakta hoon kabhi kya !
ek bhi pal
jo tumhari yaad me maine bitaye ,
sang jinke saath hokar
bhav kitne hi sajaaye.

yaad hai har ek kshan(chhan)
jab ajnabi si
tum achanak
dhadkano me chha gayee thi ,
ban shama tum
raushani bikhra gayee thee .

sach kahoon main us samay
ghabra gaya tha,
kaun hai yah najini
is prashn se takra gaya tha.

yaad hai acchhi tarah ki pair
mere sidhiyon me jam gaye the ,
aur nigahen dhoondhti smrition me
sneh ras me ram gaye the .

ki achanak
mai kisi ki chot pa gussa gaya tha
waqt ki is krurta par(cruelty of time)
mai jara jhalla(irritate) gaya tha .

lag raha tha
khwab sundar tootkar
jaise hamare saamne
hi gir pade hon ,
aur man ki shktiyan
ek doosare se lad paden hon.

par nisha ke saath hi
yah vaham(confusion) toota ,
tum nahi anjaan thi
par thi sumita.

tere roop ki chandani se
jaadoo jaisa chha gaya tha
tej saanse chal rahi thi
babara(mad) sa ho gaya tha.

Now the description of her face:

surkh honth reshmi rookhsar(cheek) pe
jhoom rahi thi geshuon ki baaliyan ,
aur bich unke jhankte wo mrignayan
chanda jiase kar rahi athkheliyaan.

aur kya mai bhool sakta hoon,
tumhari us chhavi ko
jis samay tum geet koi ga rahi thi
bhav antah(heart) ke hamare
samne tum laa rahi thee.

khool raha tha dar parat dar(step by step)
jindagi ke rang tere
thi abhi tak jo chhupaye
dil ke andar kanth tere .

par jaanne ka silsila
yah chal na paaya
baat aadhi bhi na pahoonchi
aur achanak laut aaya .

laut aaya fir wahi us jindagi me
jo ki koshon(miles) door thi
oos ooty ki parchhaiyon se
safar ke sahnayeeon se
jisme maine khoj ki
oos najini ka
jo kirahti hai abhi oonchaiyon me.


Now we came back to our college where talking with girl is like a crime so i was loosing my chance day to day even for a talk.

dheere dheere
beetate ye pal mahine saal
bante ja rahe the ,
aur sari chah meri
dil me hi kumhla rahe the .

ki ek din aisa hua ki mand baithi
saamne kooch padh rahi thi ,
dard ka shola choopaye
aap hi se ladh rahi thi .
ki shaktyiyan saari jutakar
maintumhare paas aaya ,
baat ke fir silsile se
main tumhe kooch jaan paaya.

oos samay socha nahi tha ki
tum hamari jindagi me
is tarah se chha sakogi
ki tumhari yaad me
mai likh sakoonga
wo sabhi kooch
jo hamari jindagi se yun
kabhi naa mit sakega..

Now the college days are over And this is time for bidding adieu… And I knew that this is going to be last time when we are facing each other but still I hope I will meet her someday some where...

aur....
aaj fir jab sonchta hoon,
ki kooch hi samay me
ye milan ka silsila
shesh(end) jab ho jayega
har shaksh(man) is jahan ki
bheed me kho jaayega
to kaun sunega pahron pahar(for hours)
bak bak (nonsense) hamari
kaun bolega chidhkar
ja too jeeta mai haari .

aur yaad karke
in palon ko
main sada hi ghoomta rah jaunga ,
ashq(tears) aankhon me chhuppaye
main tumhe dhoondhta rah jaoonga.........

--Brajesh